Monday, October 16, 2006 : the big one
moved!
mad-bunny.blogspot.com
see leila. my new pinkmonkeypoo self :P
Sunday, October 15, 2006 : :)
people!! love shouldn't be sad, so :) always!!! thats courtesy of my BRO, jem :)
i dont want to talk about my problems all the time, because i realise i have none and they only live in my head! so you see,you must be happy all the time dears :)
cos everyone must be as happy as i am, and shouldnt be worried about who likes you back or not...because it is silly, and i was a silly girl, but not anymore!! only if you're happy will that someone love you back for what a happy person you are inside. cos only you can make you happy!yay!
Friday, October 13, 2006 : something about you
why am i feeling so disatisfied? i want things to speed up but yet i know i should savour the slow rapture of the present... hmmm....... i'm so enchanted by you but i don't even know why.
ahh... speaking of last night! i forgot to take photos, i'm so sad.. but me and ftb (namely kinky, claire aiksoon james me and most importantly Z!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) plus, our adopted friend jem we went to eat paper wrapped chicken!!! at union farm.... hahha it was fun, mainly because i spent like 5 hours mustering up the courage to do sth i've never done in my life! and though i practically had a heart attack before and after i'm quite proud of myself! (leila! ask me what brillant thing i did, haha) and i was so happy after that i practically tripped over my own two feet on the overhead bridge and also fell into a hole while getting into a taxi, making both jem on the phone as well as the ppl in the bckground laugh, AND the taxi driver too.... sighhhh i'm just so excited!!!!!!!!!
NOW i have nothing to wear :( dark coloured dress??? i dun have!!!! :(
i just realised this is a super confusing and incoherent entry!!
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 : cos it's me and you
last night,or rather early this morning, was the first time in a long time i felt so happy that i was almost sad. cos the feeling of losing something so precious has been so alien to me. hmmm... but now im filled with overwhelming sadness... ahhhhhhhh, because i don't think i'll have a love like yours.
Tuesday, October 10, 2006 :
mmm. just concluded a trip in batam for bgs (biz, gov and society) module.. was err... interesting. okay, i cried when we went to the kelong, but the company was nice. we had jay chou, and tao ze. haha

at the start of the trip!!!!! on the ferry with my fav ftb boys :)

with prof yeo! :) isnt she prettty

group photo!, god there are merlions everywhere in latrades the batam industrial park.

jammmeeeesss!!!!! :) before we fell asleep on the bus

crazy calvin, less crazy lianzheng, and princess sarah

look!!! this is how dark it was, i felt like i was walking the plank.

tired, and not so happy at the latrades kelong.

karaoke-ing, the only thing that kept us sane

yaowee aka TURBAN MAN

james sleeping without bathing, ee

pink matresses!

james loves his bolster. now you see how pink the room is?

silly me packed in all of 2 minutes, i forgot to bring shorts. and wore my pink pj bottoms with CATS on them!!! yaowee just giggled his head off at the sight of me on the pink bed!!!!

pretty toenails!james chose the colour for me

omg i can't get enough of the colour

nasir is actually a big fan of thepink sheets! aww,

on the bridge that was never completed

guys on the boat back!

Saturday, October 07, 2006 : :)
in the interest of keeping this blog alive, im updating! also because noone in the world is awake and im lonely! mooncake party with the og today! but it ended too earlyfor me to properly enjoy myself and i woke up at 5 feeling so embarrassed and shitty :( mmmmmmm i wanna change my skin! i don't know how see leila im worse than you can you pleeeasssee do a pretty skin for me?? hmmm i realise i hate the address of this blog, but i don;'t know how to change that either. someone help me,........
and i found out jeremy reads this............. eeks!
Tuesday, October 03, 2006 :
love them like mad

facial buddy :P

birthday girl!!

shingshiqileilasarah.. sweeties came for the bash

birthday boyyy

haha i dunno why i like this photo but i do

my best buddy

okay unglam moments. you get the idea

haha photo of the year

i like, love my ftb group!

wet but happy!!!!

trying to stop a barrel full of holes

!i am so unglam!

Sunday, October 01, 2006 : silly survey i like to do!
Favourite colour: pink and red!
to wear - gold! black, white, silver, green. okay i like clothes.
Favourite food:chocolate!!!!!!!divine and soo yummy.
Favourite movie:50 first dates, any dance movie... dying to watch john tucker after leila wrote about it on her blog!
Favourite sport:dodgeball!!!haha im kidding. okay dance must be considered a sport, right
Favourite day of the week: friday and monday and weekends. haha but monday will be off the list after term break.
Favourite ice-cream:ben and jerry's chocolate fudge brownie
Favourite TV shows:grey's anatomy, america's next top model
Current mood:waiting for something exciting to happen. i guess you could say unfulfilled.
Current taste:a variation on the normal nautical/wide belt/long shirt trends.
Current clothes:err. a big t shirt, thats all, im ashamed to say
Current desktop: collage from my bday!
Current toenail colour:shu umera some brownish pink colour
Current time:11:19am
Current annoyance: hate it when people put words into my mouth, and when guys treat you bad
Current thoughts:this survey is strangely fun!
First best friend:daphne
First crush:mickey mouse!!! haha don't laugh
First movie:beauty n the beast! i fell asleep until the part with the sheep.
First lie:"celeste, this eraser cost a dollar (actually 30 cents)
First music:haha my first cd was spice girls, i actually liked them damn alot and baby spice was my fav
Last cigarette:never!
Last drink:chinchow from maxwell food centre
Last car ride:last night, jason's new camry!! chioooo
Last crush:hahha..hhaha...hmm...
Last phone call: at 2 am yesterday
Last CD played:augustana and jay chou
Have you ever dated one of your best friends:yes
Have you ever broken the law:yes haha but little things
Have you ever been arrested:no.
Have you ever skinny dipped:no.
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know:no.
Have you ever loved and lost somebody:Yes.
the FIVE lucky people:1) WSII 2) leila shing shiqi 3) xihao,jz,andre,wildfred,sueann 4) jeremy,angie, jonathan 5) my og!shang :) okay there must be at least 20 people in this list
single, taken or crushing? single. crushing. taken. okay all 3 leila high five
are you happy with your life now? not really
when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast? so fast, its like a trainwreck
have you ever had your heart broken? yes.
would you take someone back if she cheats on you? once bitten twice shy. never! :P
have you ever talked about marriage with another before? of coursE! don't you know i love weddings
do you want children?maybe
how many? 2 or 3?
would you ever consider adoption? yes, if im an old maid
if someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feelings? do something nice for me, drop little hints, and when the time comes do something sweet and tell me. you can see i've given this alot of thought can't you
do you enjoy getting into relationship? not really... im always afraid of the aftermath
what is the furtherest thing you and your ex did? hahahaha guess! nothing too extreme
do you believe in love at first sight? definitely. chemistry at first sight at least
do you believe you can change someone? yes, but not too much
do you give in easily when you are fighting? yes, too easily
do you have feelings for someone right now? yes
have you ever wished that you could have someone but you messed it up? yes, wishing that now.
have you ever broken a heart? yes :(
if one day your best friend falls in love with the person you are deeply in love with, what will you do? die. haha best way
are you missing someone now? yes