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Thursday, December 15, 2005 : these things i'll never say

dear yuqing,
you're tired of listening, i'm tired of talking. i feel like i'm banging my head against a brick wall... and with every knock i just bleed more, and the wall is ever so resisting.
i regret totally. you kept telling me you didn't feel loved, that the end was near... i didn't listen. im so sorry dear. i shouldn't have ever raised my hand against you.. it's going to be one of the things most difficult to live with.
i shouldn't have believed when you said it would last forever. i would have kept myself from loving you but i chose to give everything to you.
you threw it away. i can't blame you. i can only blame myself for being so demanding, never giving you the love you deserve. all our happy times are over. they are just memories...
i can only cry over the loss
this is what despair is...
girls out there... cherish what you have.

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