Monday, December 26, 2005 : merry christmas!
i know i am one day late but merry xmas you all!
this is a tired sarah blogging. emotionally and physically and mentally.
i just wish i din't have to be alone this new years eve... its a bad omen for the rest of the year.
how have i changed since the breakup?
i think i've become alot more independent. i don't feel lonely without him anymore... yay! and i swear i'll think thru more carefully b4 i go for the next one. its really not worth the trauma and i can't say i don't regret the past one year and 9 mths. because i do. and i swear i will never ever be DEPENDENT on any guy again. girls, its just not worth it to be dependent. and never ever give your 100 percent because you'll just be burnt
and i think im the only one on the planet that doesn;t think the show narnia is all that nice! though im waiting for caspian!
but i don't deny there are times i miss you so terribly.
Friday, December 16, 2005 : through the years
i was thinking of singing this song to you. it was also played at rj grad...
THROUGH THE YEARS (Kenny Rogers)
I can't remember when you weren't there
When I didn't care for anyone but you
I swear we've been through everything there is
Can't imagine anything we've missed
Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do
Through the years
You've never let me down
You turned my life around
The sweetest days I've found
I've found with you
Through the years
I've never been afraid
I've loved the life we've made
And I'm so glad I've stayed
Right here with you
Through the years
I can't remember what I used to do
Who I trusted whom, I listened to before
I swear you've taught me everything I know
Can't imagine needing someone so
But through the years it seems to me
I need you more and more
Through the years
Through all the good and bad
I knew how much we had
I've always been so glad
To be with you
Through the years
It's better everyday
You've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay
I'll stay with you
Through the years
Through the years
When everything went wrong
Together we were strong
I know that I belonged
Right here with you
Through the years
I never had a doubt
We'd always work things out
I've learned what love's about
By loving you
Through the years
Through the years
You've never let me down
You've turned my life around
The sweetest days I've found
I've found with you
Through the years
It's better everyday
You've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay
I'll stay with you
Through the years
this is a post reminding me of how happy me and yq was last time. enough said.
hiiii! i am not yuqing, so guess who i am! thats right im sarah. and i am here because dear mr leow is just toooooo lazy to update his blog. so his poor suffering gf has to do it for him! please scroll down to look at the links, because i am there! newly added me! haha. mr leow yuqing made me sad though because he said i was more cute that pretty. and he'll always remember me as cute. why why why. and these are my results courtesy of him. cuteness:9/10 prettiness:8/10 well my dear, the tables have been turned on you because im giving you your very own report card! name:LEOW YUQING occupation:Sarah's BF cuteness: 11/10 (1 point bonus for how sweet he is) handsomeness:11/10(one point bonus for his cute belllyyyyybutttooonnn and nice tummy very good for sleeping on.. muahahahaha too bad YOU cannot try! because it is ALL MINE!!!!!!:) niceness:9/10 (minus one for all the times we quarelled and also all the times he has farted in my room which equals to a gazillion times) how much i love him: 10000000000000000000000000000/10 best achievements: 1) he likes to surprise me! and i like his surprises! he always tries to take care of me. like after his common test i still had chem paper the next day. so he bought me coffeee!!! wow!!! and a pretty scrunchie too.. and nice raspberry cheescake! ooh. and how he surprised me with ballet under the stars tickets though i know he doesnt like ballet! but we both enjoyed ourselves yeaaa! oh and lately, my lancome thing he surprised me with! here it is!
pretty righhhttt?
2) like what my mum says, we can "fight fight fight" but we'll "never be apart"
3)he likes me for ME! and my past. i know of some bfs who totally cannot accept girls past but yuqing is VERY nice and he doesnt judge me. VERY SWEETTTTTT! i have told him all my stories about my past and he doesnt minD!
4) he has a very soft heart!!! can see right? haha though he doesnt like to show it.. i shan't tell stories here because it'll embarass him but i really like seeing that side of him :)
5) he has very nice ideas! like his beach plan after a's :)
6) he is VERY TOLERANT of my tantrums!
7) BESTTTTT THHHINNNGGGG!!! dear mr leow goes shopping with me, picks out nice stuff for me, waits patiently outside the changing room, doesnt complain, tells me if i look good, and prevents me from spending money if i have already spent too much. and he'll also try on clothes with me! and he carries my shopping bags for me...
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IN other words, this kinda bf, where to find?? the answer is, no where!!!! yuqing is so nice right? too bad, you can't have himm!!! he's minneeee!!!!! MWAAAHHHH byeee!
Thursday, December 15, 2005 : these things i'll never say
dear yuqing,
you're tired of listening, i'm tired of talking. i feel like i'm banging my head against a brick wall... and with every knock i just bleed more, and the wall is ever so resisting.
i regret totally. you kept telling me you didn't feel loved, that the end was near... i didn't listen. im so sorry dear. i shouldn't have ever raised my hand against you.. it's going to be one of the things most difficult to live with.
i shouldn't have believed when you said it would last forever. i would have kept myself from loving you but i chose to give everything to you.
you threw it away. i can't blame you. i can only blame myself for being so demanding, never giving you the love you deserve. all our happy times are over. they are just memories...
i can only cry over the loss
this is what despair is...
girls out there... cherish what you have.
Friday, December 02, 2005 : fatness!
yesterday was an outing with my favourite girls ":)
upon first meeting all of them, i learnt of a shocking new secret!! oh my, it was so juicy, i screamed!!!
went shopping for prom stuff!!! shiqi said it was a fruitful day.. i dunno why she said that becos i bought nothing! haha. bleeehhh
then i went to eat sushi with shiqi. hahahah alliteration! it was quite fun and we saved a grand total of...... *drumroll* 50 CENTS by not eating the buffet!!! hahaha had a nice talk about like relationships and stuff and shiqi said im a very tempestuous girl (she didnt use tempestuous la, i came up with the BIG WORD!)
oh i met my sis and her bf after that.
i was complaining i was fat
and dear zhiyang said
"a little bit la"
DOESNT HE KNOW HE"S MEANT TO LIE?????
!@#$%^&*()
as a consequence, have been feeling fat all day. bleh. im gonna use the weird spider like machine at the gym alr!byeeeeee
