• it occured to me talking to shing that some girls do not know the concept of boundaries. being the ultimate girly girl i am, there are just some codes of girlhood that absolutely must be kept if you're to call yourself a girl at all, sometimes i really wonder if these girls know what "taken" mean. ugggghhhhhhhhhh.
• am i scary? actually reflecting i think i am. something about me gotta change. but i refuse to change some aspects of it. because if you deserve it, im still gonna be scary because ive never really been that good at hiding my emotions. and to that girl who called me scary, i only have 3 things to say to you.

1. i didn't even do anything to you. i mean do you think i find it necessary to look you up and down every tuition lesson? i don't la. waste my time only.
2. if you didnt do anything wrong, why should you be scared of me? maybe its your conscience that scares you.
3. you're in no position to say im scary because i don't know you. neither do you know me. and if you're trying to act like a damsel in distress, maybe it works on some guys but as suba says you've "always been one of those girls".

• ok i felt terribly good just writing that. see a blog is sooo therapeutic.
• haha go read shing's blog! its about shiqi and its super funny. its so like shiqi. haha i realised i can really talk to shiqi. one day we decided to stay in school to study and surprise surprise we ended up talking for 4 hours???!!!!!! it felt like one hour la!
• oh i bought my prom dress! on mummy's off day. super organised this time no more last minute tailoring and stuff. the last tailor had to deliver it to my house, half the stiitches not properly sewn and everything ill fitting! but im still nervous about my prom dress cos i told leila about it and she kinda laughed. ahhhhh...
• everyone pls vote for karl su as mr metrosexual and hou minzheng as prom king! karl is like the only one in his category... hahaha.
• ms chua my form teacher likes zheng so much she told him she's gonna ask the council teachers to rig the votes. hahaha.
• stress really getting to all of us for A levels. all my friends pleeeaaassseee hang in there... we're gonna have a really good showing for the exams, and then we can celebrate!!!!!!!!!!!! wheeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
• to shing, shiqi, leila, yall have been there since the beginning and you have kept me sane thru all the crazy RG and then RJ days, thru all the joys and heartbreaks of these 4 years.... i love you dears!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you guys helped me learn what true friendship is :)
• lynn thanks for posting our photo on your blog!!! i feel so honoured and you're such a sweetieeeeeeee!!!
• dorooo... ill never forget how you came over just to pei wo those horrid days after dance night!!!
• yanmin! we mussstttt go out like we did the last dec hols... never would have made it thru without you
• cheryl chian weifu! just for being my sis and exclaiming damn nice! when you saw my prom dress and thereby allaying my fears. though you are now grumpily grumbling at me, haha
• yeeling! thanks for caring about me :) and tagging!!! im so grateful you're my friend!
• tuan, YOU BETTER GO TO NUS AND STUDY! thanks for helping me renew my faith in relationships. and helping prove that even though we're in different jcs, friendships do last.
• my tj friends, like nx mh and weina who is probably the only one reading this, you made my 1st 3 months so enjoyable i loved tj.. lets meet at prom!!!
• my 2S03L classmates!dear lord! you guys make even an ordinary sushi buffet so extraordinary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• mellie, my amore friend! and shopping buddy!
• my waterbottle, for providing water to me and thirsty class guys.
• yuqing... i know we treasure each other deep down. not everything is measured in words or actions, i realise now, and it'll always be only you.

this turned out to be a tribute!i dunno why. im so gonna miss you guys. you have helped make me complete... i loveee you all!