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Wednesday, August 17, 2005 : today

today marks me feeling the most helpless i have ever felt. knowing there's one person who can solve it all. but is walking away, slipping away out of my reach. for once i am at a loss of what to do. im out of strategies, of things to say to make him want to come back. this blog is testament to what fun times we had. i don't need words to prove my love for him.
yuqing i think you're taking the easy way out. i reallythink so. love isn't always easy. it isnt always a walk in the park like you expect. you can't ditch me everytime it gets tough.
this time is different. you know it and i know it too. you've become such a big part of my life i almost don't know what to do. feeling alone, and at such a loss. meanwhile, im hiding my tears behind my smiles. but they just keep coming. god knows how many times i cried myself to sleep. hugging the carebear that is so smelly yet holds so many memories. i will let go of you someday. someday, but i can't do it now.

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